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01 September 2007 @ 06:09 am

 Why am I up right now? I really want to be in bed asleep. I woke up yesterday at 5am and tried to go back to bed for a bit, but that just didn't work. And now it's 6am. I think it's the whole 'I wake up around this time during the week, so why should the weekends be any different' mentality that my body now has. That or the extremely weird dream about my ex I just had. I hate when these type of  dreams sneak up on you. 
 I was in a dollar store with my hubby and I saw him down the aisle with his incredibly pregnant wife and I tried to duck away from him. Then the aisle seemed to shrink and you could totally see me, but I still tried to hide. The scene changed quickly and I was at my work and I was in the Pre-K building. I felt totally at home and so I was sitting there reading to a child sitting on my lap. And my ex walks in and I realize it's his kid. I have this moment where I realize that I have nothing against his family, just him for being such a douche. And there he is, still acting like a douche, threating to remove his child from school because of me. And his wife is completely upset because she knows it's ridiculous. He was acting like a I was evil and would poison his kid's mind, and I was so embarassed and unamused. But I woke up feeling that the dream was sort of true. My feelings are completely neutral. And working at my job has taught me lots of patience and understanding, especially towards kids.
Ugh, it's all so stupid. But it's weird to have dreams that actually make you realize important stuff. 

The word for today is: realize. 

I need a thesaurus. 

AND some sleep!

feel: tiredtired
26 August 2007 @ 07:34 am
My medication doesn't seem to be working very well. I keep waking up feeling crappy. And I have so many things to take care of before tomorrow.  It's going to be a very long week.
here: computer
feel: sleepysleepy
19 August 2007 @ 09:03 pm

I just started my new position and I think I'm getting sick. Why does that always happen? 

I also have like, a gazillon things to do! I need some rest. 
Ok, I'm going to go steam my face.

feel: listlesslistless
15 May 2007 @ 10:38 pm

Why is it always so fucking hot in this apartment? I just took a cold shower and I am sweating buckets. Argh! 
I hate sweating when I'm not exerting physical energy! 

In other news, my job ends in a few days. I need to find a summer job! Something cool, close, and with reasonable hours. No weekends. Yeah, it doesn't exist. I need to sell some stuff. 

Since I don;t have to work manana, I will stay up late, wake up late, and do nothing but chores around the house tomorrow. Hell, I might even cook.

Ok, back to mindless television viewing.

feel: chipperchipper
listen: We got the beat-the go-gos
05 May 2007 @ 10:18 pm
I took a nap with my contacts on again. It was a two and a half hour nap! So, I guess I was just sleeping, huh?
I don't know what we're doing tonight, but I think we're doing something. I hope.  I guess it just depends on what's worth spending money and time on. 

Saturday night!
feel: awakeawake
listen: Say-Girl in a Coma
01 May 2007 @ 04:11 pm

The local farmers market is now open. Now you can get locally grown produce. Check it out here: 


feel: contentcontent
22 April 2007 @ 09:37 pm

feel: lethargiclethargic
01 March 2007 @ 06:06 pm
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This is some crazy hot shit and I LOVE it!!! It's the only thing that's made me feel good all day. Besides Jeremy of course. I wish I could find the whole video.  sigh.

feel: chipperchipper
27 February 2007 @ 12:08 pm
 My last soda. I gave it up for lent. I'm surprised at how well I'm doing but also at how much I want one since I can't have it. It's best not to think too much about it.  Besides, I'm sick, so it's not like I'll be gulping down any sodies anytime soon. 

 I hate being sick.  Contrary to popular belief.
feel: hothot
19 February 2007 @ 03:32 pm
 I need another nap! I just woke up from one, and I am so groggy, I just want to got back to sleep.  

 It was a quiet weekend of mostly staying in and cleaning house. we did hang out on Saturday with Adria and John which was cool. We ate  at a lil' restaurant and watched The Honeymoon Killers which was a trippy lil' flick. And Sunday we ran a couple of errands and cleaned up a lot. The place is still messy though. It's mainly the living/dining room area. I hate being sloppy, but we seem to attract clutter. 
 Ok, I have to clean up a bit and get ready to pick up my hubby. 

 Cause I miss him. 

  A lot.
feel: groggygroggy